:and do you remember what it felt like to be full to the brim to the point of dying

:and the taste of tomorrow still lingers on the back of my mind

:and my mind is a burning house

:and tomorrow is smoking

(smoking once being the leading cause of death among teens)

:and somewhere in the perhaps there was a chance this moment could last forever

:and forever is nothing more and less than a memory

:and do you know how many flowers were born today?

:and do you know how many yesterdays died today?

:and for what do i mourn?

:and i’ve never seen a sunset

:and the thought terrifies me

:and please don’t leave