there is a discordant memory that jostles between my stomache and brain

that is to say that i am hungry

that is to say that i am forgetting what it felt like to be full

that is to say that pleasure is a memory

because certainly to be full is a pleasure

no?

would i say that hunger is a pleasure?

would i say that the memory of fulfillment is pleasure

ah, yes now i see it

that is to say pleasure is a memory and memory is a hunger

and i am hungry, hungry for a pleasure whose taste i do not recognize